Topic: i'm really sorry!!!!! i love u!!!!!

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

I'm sorry for making you so mad at me
I'm sorry for making you so sad
I'm sorry for not being able to give you what you need
I'm Sorry for not trying, indeed
I'm sorry for getting so much
I'm Sorry for not even giving that touch
I'm sorry for being so rude
I'm sorry for not being that good girlfriend
I'm Sorry for doing things that I do
I'm sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for making you upset
I'm sorry for saying things I never meant
I'm sorry for bringing you down
I'm sorry for making you frown
I'm sorry for you having to worry about me
I'm sorry, please forgive me..

I know I've really hurt you
Beyond my own belief;
Knowing I'm forgiven
Would be a huge relief
The way that I betrayed you
The way I made you cry,
Was stupid and so selfish
And I've got no reason why
I've written this to you to say -
How sorry I am - it's true,
I hate myself so much for this
For what I did to you.

I

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

theres 3 poems but it just looks like there is just one.

hope u can read it and figure it out. sorry.. haha

[hazel681]

................... .....thats the best thing i ever saw a person do for the one she loves.............. ......amazing krista. completely amazing.

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

thanx hazel!!! haha

i love her toooooo much not too...

[hazel681]

i hope everthing turns out okay, im sure whatever happened can be put behind you two. your welcome sweetie!

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

yeah i really and truly hope so...

i would never get what i have now back...

[hazel681]

if you want you can pm me if you want to talk. you dont have too though.

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

yeah i just might.. haha

[hazel681]

any time you can talk to me.

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

thanx!! im happy to have another friend by me to tlk to....

[hazel681]

not just a friend, a sister 

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

u got it dude!!! hehe

[Fiona682]

hay Krista, heres to hopes you work it out, im sure you will. Ive seen the emotion and love you guys display and when your older you'll both look back im sure and wonder why you reacted the way you did when it was so minor. im sure its nothing but i hope you both can fix it. Like Hazel i'm here for you!

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

Hey Krista... It really seems like one poem... but like word *sorry* every time spoken can mean something else... the same I can see that your three poems are like words sorry spoken in a bit different situation and day... I must admit I am not sure where each one starts or ends... but your message is touchy and matters the most... Repeating word *sorry* and starting by it most of sentences gives good style that marks its main purpose... I hope it did great effect... Keep on giving your heart to love... and showing true light by your writtings... Cya... girlie... You shine so much that I have to give rest to my eyes... jk... Your light cures... I just need some break from watching at monitor... Write on... I will be right back to search for new ones...

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

well, u guys things have gotten better and there back to the way they were before!! i am soo happy that we got through it and talked everything out with one another. i was really scared that i was going to lose her. but i didnt. i apologized a lot and told and told her that i love her deeply and i would never want to end it like this. i know what i did was very stupid of me and it was very wrong. it will never happen again. she is all i want. and my heart is nothing but hers. she makes me happy and makes me feel good. doing and going through this again would be tragic and hope it will never happen again!!!! things would never be the same again!!!!