Topic: ????????? about breast cancer and my mom's kidney's both failed?:(

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( omg my mother is really falling apart she dont eat no more so now they cant give her chemo cause she 's so weak now they have to put a feeding tube in her stomach for her to get well shes not good im falling apart with her  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(they got her on morfeen pills and precent and oxycotten and nothing works and she got baby food to eat cause nothing will go down now shes going back into the hospital oh god please everyone pray for my mom  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( all she does is sleep and take pain pills but there not working at all.. she told my brother she dont wanna talk to no one cause she wants everyone to remember her as she was before :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( oh god all ur prayers are so appreciated please .. thank u god bless u mommy  i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( god bless u mommmy

[ericb]

April,I wish I could do more.I promise,I pray for you everyday,and will keep praying. :'( :'( :'(

[ILoveKelseyBriggs]

Somtimes waiting for a Kidney can take long my friends dad waited sooo long, but it was too late. You need to believe that everything will be ok. We will pray for your mother, and I really wish she gets well soon xxx.
Posted on: October 28, 2009, 12:37:40 PMHey that is a really good sign that your mother will not die. I think God is listeing . It was raining because an Angel was suffering, but everything is going to be ok xxx

[uniqueandalanis4]

woah im so tired i been at the hospital with my mom for 2 days now'' and she still cant eat she throws it up i gave her some wheat cereal with milk and she took like 4 bite's and threw it up she cant move  her bowl's.. she needs radition so bad but her strengh is so weak still.. she has one tube in her back already for one of her kidneys'' now today i just left cause now  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( there putting another tube in her for her other kidney they said its dry '' they explained it and i just cant talk about it .. but i know right now shes in surgery and i pray everything will work out the doctor said her other kidney is'nt cridical thank god .. i pray that she can eat without throwing up so the process of her radiation can begin!!!! she cry's and shes so fusterated from all the pain and all the doctors trying all kinds of pain pills but now shes on morfeen where it's just keeps flowing into her every hour and if shes in pain shes pushes a button and the pain go's but last night was really bad the nurses were'nt paying no mind to her cause they know im there to watch over her '' i told the nurse omg my mom is'nt waking up for hourrrrrrr's and i said look at her face its all red  and the nurse said oh shes just getting rest she needs it '' nononono'' she was wrong '' i told the nurse please take her off that morfeen for a while cause it's just too much and she has a fever '' i said check her tempiture i know she has a fever ''' she had 103 fever .. thank god i was there ''omg im tired out but i cant leave my mom for long '' unless someone else is watching over her like my mom sister'' so i can take a shower and go back.. i pray with her everyday and keep her faith up n not to give up on herself ''!!!!!!!! she said im her survival'woah that got to my heart so bad.. i pray to god all her pain go's away and her kidneys will be ok cause now shes gonna have another bag for her kidneys'' cancer is no joke'' it take's alot out of my mom and she cry's '' i believe with just one touch of gods hands and with all ur's prayers'' things can have a good break through'' if she keeps fighting but she weights now 114'' she gained 2 pounds and that made me happy but out of 145 pounds all that weight she lost in a matter of 2 month's '' hurt's so undescrible '' she's mt world and for those who have been praying for my moma '' I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF U FOR TAKING THE TIME.. she need's all the prayers in the world  :'( :'( :'( :'( '' i am so strong for her so she dont give up'' but i get so weak but i cant show her because she needs me more then ever in this time in her life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...... and shes not waiting for a kidney '' thank god i pray it doe'snt come to that!!!!!!!!!!!again thank u so so soooooooooooooooo much for all u guy's support!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS YOU MY ANGEL MY MOTHER '' GOD BE WITH U THREW ALL THIS HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE..  i love u mom ..

thank u all again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ericb]

April,I'm sooooooooo sorry. :'( :'( :'( I don't kow what to say.I will pray for you,i always do,and will continue.I'm sure everyone else here will too.

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

April... I feel as I cant say anything more as well... but... I am around... I pray... I am thinking... I feel... as right now its only left to wait.... for results... and for you is now only to fallow line of life choices... You are... so lost among various pain... I cant free you... You have to go through... You are a warrior of faith... Like you said you are your mom survivor... I am hesitating to tell you more... but... I guess its not a time... You have your right to... I cant find proper word... Maybe such word even doesn't exist... but... a lot is only for you to do, experience, decide... and its your heart... you hear it completely

[uniqueandalanis4]

thank you robert and eric and u all // well she got the operation '' i called her to see how she feel's! and she said Omg april '' right now im pain Free.. she said woah i haV'nt been out of pain for so long and she was singing on the phone with me:) im so proud of her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... she said u know that song april? jesus saved my life last night? i said Yes she said well he did threw this surgery! im going back this morning to be with her and pick her up today sence she will be released to me today and im gonna take good care of her '' but also the doctor's will have a nurse come to my house once or twice a week to check up on her for ect .. fever's and ..... im just so happy that her faith came back:) i had to do alot of talking for her to believe again.. But it workeddddddddddddd:) when she come's to my house to stay im gonna have a prIEst come here to bless her even more then she is.. shes so so Soooo Strong to be going through this!!!!i just wanted to thank u all again and update the one's who are praying that she's pain free '' sence the surgery and im still praying to god that it stays this way and.. the next step is to get her to eat and the right pill for that!! if i hear anything else today at the hosptial i'll be sure to update what's happening from here.. Thank You All....!!!!!!!!!!!!! With faith.. this all can be a turn around '' just a little day by day'' anything is possible!!!!! im so pround of her .. i Love u mom .. and thank u god for all u do and all u are'' and for protecting my mom

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[Vikki]

April , i'm glad to read that the surgery you're mum undertook went well, girl it just shows that if you believe you really do succeed, never give up hope or lose faith, aslong as you have it she will too may your mum get stronger day by day i wish you and her all the best, you'll get through this together hand in hand, keep being strong,and keep believing girl.

[ericb]

April,I'm glad things are going better. We all will continue praying for you.

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
i need prayers for my mom''not only prayer's i need a miracle''my mom has terminal cancer it spread everywhere'' she lost 60 pounds within 3 months ''she cant walk :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( the doctor says she only has 1 year to live'' i cant even breathe :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she has blatter cancer '' she got radiation for the pain and they said it's just for comfort before she go's to heaven :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( this is'nt real to me ''she's my heart and soul and my bestest friend ever 'shes all i've got and had in this world but shes in so much pain.i know god is by herside and god will guide her through this..but my heart cant take all this pain ..i do believe in mircles :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( please everybody please pray for my mom elizabeth ''she wants to LIVE!!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( i cant say no more ..im gonna be taking care of her in my home ''where she wants to be..but this is the hardest thing ever in life so please everyone cherish your mom and every second  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

[Vikki]

aww god April, im so sorry to hear that, girl you take the bestest care of her that you can which im sure you will, girl try and be as strong as you can in this tough time, with you're strength , your mum can fight, she has reason to fight and will to stay alive, with you by her side, she'll do that, im sorry again girl.

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

April... Leave less room for miracles... Certain things are more important... I cant name this one year a miracle.. even when it is benefit from medicine and from good people that are holding your mom alive... but I guess you can be thankfull for, whatever good side of it all, is for your mom... I think God can only avoid worse... and open your eyes for what is worth in this world... My words will never be perfect... I cant even guide your eyes... Its all your task to look and find it... I think some.. so called big words are key words for you... like love, connection, understanding, forgiveness, mercy, faith, hope, aid, farewell, memory, promiss, heart, answers, focus, time, together, carry on... I can only pray that everyday now will be free from too much pain... and that your mom will feel complite, happy, cured on her heart.... Just give it your heart like you always do... so your mom will have all that she really needs... I wish I could tell you all... but I would break rules... Remember... you have your heart to see what is important... Give focus to how to give smile instead of... buying more time for more when it turns not possible...

P.S.
Speaking of miracles... Some people wonder why cancer can disappear... Maybe you should go to some... nature place... away from anything that was causing cancer in your mom... Maybe even change her diet completely... Maybe even crystal water from mountain river can stop and reverse what happened... I... think it could give slight hope...

[ericb]

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i need prayers for my mom''not only prayer's i need a miracle''my mom has terminal cancer it spread everywhere'' she lost 60 pounds within 3 months ''she cant walk :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( the doctor says she only has 1 year to live'' i cant even breathe :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she has blatter cancer '' she got radiation for the pain and they said it's just for comfort before she go's to heaven :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( this is'nt real to me ''she's my heart and soul and my bestest friend ever 'shes all i've got and had in this world but shes in so much pain.i know god is by herside and god will guide her through this..but my heart cant take all this pain ..i do believe in mircles :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( please everybody please pray for my mom elizabeth ''she wants to LIVE!!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( i cant say no more ..im gonna be taking care of her in my home ''where she wants to be..but this is the hardest thing ever in life so please everyone cherish your mom and every second  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

April,my God,I promise I won't stop praying.Don't give up hope,and remember,we are all here for you.please,when you see your mom,tell her I said Hi.I think she'll remember me.

[uniqueandalanis4]

April,my God,I promise I won't stop praying.Don't give up hope,and remember,we are all here for you.please,when you see your mom,tell her I said Hi.I think she'll remember me.

yes she remember's you eric '' but shes not in a good state at all :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she's in the process of taking morphene pills'' to make her feel comfortable'' she cant even talk much sll she doe's is sleep :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she has a hospice nurse and i asked the nurse in the 9 yr's she worked '' whats the longest the person lived for? she said 9 days :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( omg i had to hold her hands and be so strong for her yesterday'' i told her i will be strong and mom i will write my book! she opened her eyes and cryed in my arms :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( i pray she makes it for christmas oh god :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( this is'nt real is it? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( GOD BLESS YOU MOMMY :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

... April... I am lost if... anything is to be said... or if... any words can heal your feelings... I can only feel large dose of pain... and no doors to stop it.... at least not to do it for real and completely... I know stories like yours... but every each one is different... so I don't know end of yours... and I don't know how to really help you... Pain is blocking you... putting you down... haunting you with picture you can not erase... and you feel this pain in most... I knew you before... so I know it must be double harder for you than for anyone usual... or... cold blooded like me...... I guess I could promiss your mother heaven or... new life... new world... but... I am actually restricted to lack of real answers like you... I could show you list of truths giving more than hope... but I just know I am missing with aid... and all that you need.... is to fallow harsh river of time... pulling you through... dark... situations... I just... know I will be watching you losing something very important... I can only pray that you will come out from it stronger... like... depending on yourself... your mom will be free from pain... and she will someday go where she has to go... like we... all do... in time... I... don't know if its proper time for such words... I feel its too easy to hurt you now by trying to help... Whatever I say.... all that matters is you and your mom... Give her as much as you can.... Nobody should ask for more than can happen... Seconds can be long like eternity when they fulfill life and love purpose... even when it means pain... sometimes...