I Am Afraid

[beautiful disaster]

I guess this is my life and how I feel summed up into one poem


Im afraid of what Im going to do
to myself
and to you.

I hate being here
I hate my life.
I hate myself
I am to blame
I hate my self
I'm in so much pain.

If I go
Things will be better
if I go, and just leave one last letter
Everying will be fine,
y'all can be one big happy family
y'all can lead your happy lives without me

Im scared about the thoughts in my head,
just wishing I was dead.
I am afraid of what Ill do next
I dont want to be treated as second best

My life is a misery
my lifeis hell
all you seem to do is yell

you say that Im ugly
you say that Im fat
why dont we just
 leave it at that.

I hate myself
the way I look.
Im scared about the thoughts in my head,
Im scared of me just wishing I was dead.

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

I hope you are through with this ... and I dont have to explain further that people shouldnt be measured in meaning by their size or look... Well... unless you want to become model or wrestling warrior ... Look and size have meaning... but not all the time... Ok... I better stop... hehe... Strong emotions cause good inspiration to write special and deep arts... You have done well... Write on... I hope also some smiling stuff ... or... ummm whatever will be in your wish 

[Tj_pinkgurl]

This is really sad
your not alone

[kylethemalefan]

Your not alone, and ur not ugly and ur not fat.  Your beautiful, its true

[behindthesehazeleyes05]

Awe. I Love You! and your not alone.  I'm afraid too!  Its good to get these things out so im glad that you got this out. its better than being stuffed inside.

[DRUMERCHICK23]

awww thats a great poem i felt a tear i understand your pain

[ericb]

this is a very sad poem. but please,don't believe any of it.because it's simply not true.  :'( :'( :'(

[tomskie]

wow that is a really sad but good poem but like others said don't believe anything what other people say