Topic: my life.....

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

my life has been pretty hectic since birth.

i have had sooo many things happen in my life since then.

my parents splitting, foster care, going back and forth from family to family, and just really terrible things in my life.

i am going thru some pretty bad things right now.
i am living with my grandparents now. and i just dont think i can take sum of this crap anymore. my grandfather is a an alcoholic. and i just cant take his crap anymore. he always takes things out on my sis and i. and i just cant accept the things that comes out of his mouth. i just sometimes think about when is it going to stop. and is this going to end his life?

the times my parents spilt.
i think about those all the time. and i just wish they would be back together. i miss all those memories and those great times with the family being together 24/7. its hard knowing tho that u will never forget those moments they left u behind.

getting taken away from my family was the hardest and worst 2 months of my life. and i never want to go thru that pain again. it was the worst times of my life. knowing that all it was there fault and not mine.

just a few years ago something tragic happened to me. being molested was the biggest nightmare of my life. but knowing it was ur best friends fiance was the bad. i never knew something like that would happen to me. but it did. and i am always thinking why me. why did this happen to me. how could he put my life, future, and family in the crisis?


its really hard thinking about these things all the time and just cant let them go. ppl are always asking me? y do u still think about those things? and im like because its the hardest to let go. those things happened to me and i dont think i will ever stop thinking about them. and there like dont u kno it can effect ur future. and im like so. its hard letting go of the painful things in my life.... losing ur best friend is something u will never forget. and no one will ever replace.


XOXOXOX

[CottonCandy:)]

awww im sry krista well i hope things get better and u and ur grandfather work thigns out
u know im always here for ya!


~marie~

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

thanx!!

i hope sooo tooo.

maybe sum day??


xoxox

[Dorkalious09]

Krista I'm so sorry
ur friends are always here for you
ily
chelz

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

I
LOVE
YOU
2
!!!!

thanx family!!!!

[herdarkerside]

AWEEEEEEEEEEEE!
im sorry!
u need to get HELP!
mentally....serious ly
like a therapist......u should try it it works...
ur getting closer to healing...
u took the first step.
which was to let it out.
now u need ppl that love u n care about you around you.
im here whenever u need me!
u can count on me n i support you....
ur very strong! to talk about these things.....
wish i could be the same..
just keep your head up high....
this is always what i tell myself..
in order to obtain happiness........u gotta suFFer!
love u!

[Jenna]

ur life so far is so sad krista.
u really shouldn't have gone and go through that since ur such a nice person

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

awwwwww.


thanx everyone!!!!

xoxoxox


i love u all!

i have actually tried the therapy thing and didnt help.....

[Greek]

AWEEEEEEEEEEEE!
im sorry!
u need to get HELP!
mentally....serious ly
like a therapist......u should try it it works...
ur getting closer to healing...
u took the first step.
which was to let it out.
now u need ppl that love u n care about you around you.
im here whenever u need me!
u can count on me n i support you....
ur very strong! to talk about these things.....
wish i could be the same..
just keep your head up high....
this is always what i tell myself..
in order to obtain happiness........u gotta suFFer!
love u!

couldnt have put it any better

baby, you know you got me, and all these other great people on KV.

we love you and will always be here for ya!

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

u guys r the best!!!

idk wat i would really do without u!!!

where would i go from here???


xoxox

[Greek]

you would come up here to me silly!

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

u kno it!!

in a heart beat!!

xoxox

[Greek]

 

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

lol

hehe


 

xoxox

[dutchgirlfan]

heey krista...

maybe late response.... but I just wanna say that these people are right and that it's good that you just let it out, that you start talking about it. Talking, writing, it's good so it isn't in your head but also outside your head. Ignore the people who say; are you still thinking about it? Cauz it's no suprise that you still think about it!! Don't let anyone hurt you by asking such question (if they have the intention to be mean) Just talk about it when you feel like talking.