Topic: Conflicting contraditories, enough

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

lol


well i wrote that one i just posted yesterday. and just kept talking it out with friends. it gets soo hard! and sometimes i usually write and write too.


xoxox

[dutchgirlfan]

yeah i posted them all here...you read alraedy a few well actually i don't talk about it with my friends or sis...only here at kv  maybe not good...i know but i just don't have the guts...

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

me too!

i always have to talk to friends or my kv family. i cant really talk to my own family cuz im too scared there are going to like yell at me and tell me its not true or something. i cant get things out with my family. i have to let it out on my own.

like i have done on here. it really gets some things out.


xoxox

[dutchgirlfan]

yeah I know exactly what you mean girl!

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

it just isnt really the same being able to talk to someone different and being able to talk to your own family. it seems more better that way to me i guess. i can get more out....



xoxoxokrista

[dutchgirlfan]

yeah idk...maybe..i'm just afraid of people's reactions i think

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

y would u be afraid of peoples reactions?


im not.
lol


but then again were both different and dont know what to expect from people in different ways.


xoxokrista

[dutchgirlfan]

yeah well i'm afraid about what people will think if i told them what's bothering me... family friends, stupid people in my town (I live in  small town, people talk) so..yeah that's me...

gotta go now...i'll talk to you sooN!

[iwuvsmesumkellbell]

its the same way with me.
i just never really tell anyone anymore.
thats y i turn to u!

lol


xoxokrista

[dutchgirlfan]

well you are always welcome at my place girl