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  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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where do i go from here???
« on: March 07, 2008, 06:00:44 PM »
IM DONE WITH THIS!
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!
ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN TO YOU!
BUT YOUR SO FAR AWAY!
IT GETS WORSE EVERYDAY!
I WANT TO GET AWAY!
THIS IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD!
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT!
WHERE IS THIS GOING TO TAKE ME IN LIFE!
WILL THE PAIN EVER GO AWAY!
WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS!
WHY DID IT ALL HAPPEN!
WHERE DID IT COME FROM!
THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I REALLY WANT TO LET GO OF, BUT CAN'T!
IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER!
I WISH IT COULD ALL GO AWAY!
CAN I WAKE AND IT ALL BE GONE! NO!
IT HAPPENS EVERYDAY!
WILL IT EVER GO WRONG!
WILL IT EVER END!
IT STAYS IN MY MIND 24/7!
I CAN'T EVER STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!
IM DONE WITH THIS!
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!
ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN TO YOU!
BUT YOUR SO FAR AWAY!
IT GETS WORSE EVERYDAY!
I WANT TO GET AWAY!
THIS IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD!




hope u like.....
i am going through some difficulties and just can't take them anymore.



xoxox





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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #1 on: March 07, 2008, 06:10:04 PM »
Its very raw and full of emotion.

Things may seem hard but, it will get better.  Just believe in god, he's always there, just have faith.   

god bless <3   things will get better, i know it
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  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #2 on: March 07, 2008, 06:17:46 PM »
thanx soo much! joanne! im hoping and praying...


much love!


xoxoxoox
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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #3 on: March 07, 2008, 06:23:40 PM »
awww i am sorry i know what its like when everything just becomes too much..well i hope you can get through whatever it is thats bothering you, and I know you will...and as i say before i am always here for ya!
and keep writing you are really good, i love it!
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  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #4 on: March 07, 2008, 06:26:00 PM »
thanx mari!


and yes! me too! i really hope sum day i can just get over this and let it all go. i want it to stop. but i know it never will!


xoxox
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  • Dorkalious09

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #5 on: March 07, 2008, 06:29:10 PM »
aww Krista, I'm sorry, if you ever wanna talk I'm here for you
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  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #6 on: March 07, 2008, 06:33:30 PM »
will do chelz!!!

i kno i can always count on u!



xoxoxox
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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #7 on: March 07, 2008, 08:33:05 PM »
baby, love it!
you are the greatest
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you are at peace now, but you left us behind, broken.   We will never forget you my little Bo Bellow.

  • Fiona682

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #8 on: March 07, 2008, 11:59:22 PM »
Great Krista now you have me crying! So there were all the thoughts I could never say, esp to her! hmm...why us hmm?And why is that the world shuns us for meeting people we sinserly like the way we did? Why cant they just except it? Why cant it just be thought like a normal meeting with extra cation? Whats wrong with that! People should be given more then one chanse to prove themselves! Will we ever get that with ours?
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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #9 on: March 08, 2008, 04:44:31 AM »
it's sad Kirista, when I read this I can feel your frustrations. I hope it wil fade away soon!!
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We will never forget....
Rest in Peace sweet Bo.

  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #10 on: March 08, 2008, 11:48:46 AM »
im glad u guys like it! haha


but its more really based on my life right now and just getting through all of these fustrations and my grandfather. he can just take things too far sometimes and i just cant them anymore. i just want to get away but i just dont know where to go or do anymore.


xoxox
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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #11 on: March 08, 2008, 11:53:14 AM »
that really sucks girl...i feel really sorry for you. Good that you let it out (I also said that to Laura) Maybe you have to talk with him about it or with someone from your family. (if you already didn't). I wish you really good luck with it girl.
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We will never forget....
Rest in Peace sweet Bo.

  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #12 on: March 08, 2008, 11:57:19 AM »
thanx B!

i actually have talked to my mom and she told me that he will never stop. he has done ever since she was a child and she tried to even stop him. but she said he never will. i really wish he would tho. but i know that there is nothing to ever stop it.


xoxox
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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #13 on: March 08, 2008, 12:01:02 PM »
ooh girl it sucks so much when you know you can't stop something... I always feel so powerless if you know something will happen again but you cant do anything about it.... I really really wish you all the best with him and I hope one day it will be over for you.
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We will never forget....
Rest in Peace sweet Bo.

  • iwuvsmesumkellbell

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Re: where do i go from here???
« Reply #14 on: March 08, 2008, 12:19:19 PM »
me 3! lol.


yeah well i am hoping to get out of this soon. i am planning on moving in with my mom. so i can really get out of this and get away. then i will better and not have to do so much anymore.

xoxo
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